I played till late last night, maybe around midnight. Today in school, I lay flat on the table, my eyes already beginning to flicker. There was nothing I could sense but the overwhelming desire of gaming and time seemed to crawl like a snail as I awaited the dismissal of school. I confess that today I was so immersed in day-dreaming that I hallucinate people battling one another in an ultimate showdown and I even stood up and shouted, “Look out, Cawthrone!” Many curious and confused faces swiveled their heads to me as though they had a spring installed.
Upon finding out my addiction the very afternoon, my mother was furious. She caned me and screamed at me, like a hyena. I shouted back, about her not giving me enough freedom. “Freedom?” she screamed. “If I give you too much freedom, it will burst like a balloon!” I rebelliously stormed out of the house, raging while my mother stared at me with crimson eyes. “Fine! Leave!” she screamed. “And never come back!”
I ran away from the hellish home I had as fast as I could. I don’t know how far I ran, but I exerted all my anger on running. I sat down on a bench and placed my hands on my face, doing some soul searching. I was depressed how my family bond is breaking up. I knew that I was addicted, but I didn’t care about homework. Like many other teenagers facing the same problem, I tried to avoid the question. What good does studying do anyway? My only source of pride was from my experience on gaming, but my and friends, even best friends whom I played with for many years, left me.
A few years ago, in my primary school, everyone was playing a famous game, called “Maplestory”. I was the only person in class, maybe even in school, who was a nerdy bookworm and the only hardworking person. Everyday my friends would converse with other friends about the game, completely ignoring me. I soon became lonely and sad, until one day, Fred asked me to try the game. At that time, I felt that if I joined the game, I would have many friends. I did soon, but good things don’t last forever. I played and whiled my life away into secondary school. Everyone there was studious and very soon, my friends left me and I was a loner again. A loner desperate for friends.
I stood up, and immediately found the studious me in my soul. I immediately went back and apologized to my mother. I was surprised that she didn’t scold me for all that I had done. “It’s not too late, child,” said my mother in a gentle tone while embracing me in her arms, “There is always time for improvement, as long as you realize your mistakes.” I swore to my mother that I would not ever interest myself in gaming again.
I realized how gaming could be so detrimental to you and how it would hurt your family. So, fellow gamers, quit your addiction now or the consequences would be unbearable.

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